So tired today. All work came at the same time. Could finish only one of them and still have no idea about the others. It's really hard to work alone. No one to consult with.

It's so disappointed everytime to find out how a person lies. Act one thing in front of us and do the other thing behind us. Is it that hard to be honest? Yeah.. looks who's talking!

Sometimes, I just want to leave this company and find something else to do. I know he's leaving everything behind, but for whom? He wants to be with me and to get out of that place. Like they say, 2 birds with one stone. What about me? So many things to lose, one thing to gain. Is that thing worth it? Much more for him, how could he risk everything he has, and put so much faith in me?

May be he knows me better than I know myself. He knows my weakness. He must have known what I would do while I have no clue. I don't know. I don't really know. Again, I'll go with the flow. Whatever comes or doesn't come.