What you feel only matters to youself.
What you do does matter to the one you love.

Saying how you feel won't matter at all.
You show him or her by what you do.

What happened?

There's a bird nest on my tree. I'm excited to see. Inside, there's a small egg. I can't resist myself to have a peek every morning before going to work.

Friend told it's good luck to find a bird nest in the house. I think it's the opposite. It's the bird baby's bad luck I found it. I saw bird mom twice and never saw her again.

I think I just kill that unborn baby bird.

Went to gym, didn't feel like it but went anyway.
The trainer coulnt' concentrate much today.
Things are getting difficult for everyone.
Everything is expensive. Everyone is struggling to survive.
I am paying to listen to his problems.
That doesn't matter. Let it be.

Came back home to find out it's flooded everywhere.
The trees fell down. How heavy was the storm?
I just missed it.

First time in many years, I have to walk in the water
and in front of my house.
It's never been flooded in this area.
Never mind, let it be.

whatever

Thought I was fine.
Read the lines, still felt something.
Still hurt.

Again, couldn't finish reading.
Put it back where it has been kept all this time.

Some day, I'll be able to finish it.
I am falling back some steps.

Hello my old friend, now you're back into my life.