Nostalgia has a sad side; challenge it by making a big plan for the near-term future.
Thursday, July 31, 2008
Wednesday, July 30, 2008
the day got more interesting with a few issues.
got to investigate something.
big requirement is coming
don't feel like doing it
just a stupid requirement and waste of money
but what do I know? just a small-time programmer
another new big task, don't really interest me that much
don't wanna be involved in something I don't know
don't wanna learn something I am not interested
had better not complain
at least I have a job
for no...
Monday, July 28, 2008
Sunday, July 27, 2008
to make you happy, it's better to leave you alone
the more I try, the worst it gets
why trying in the first place, all are lies anyway
to make you happy, or to make myself happy
lying to you, or to myself
yes, you are right. selfish is a suitable word
make the right decision
I can keep on lying but I am not the one
don't know how far I can go
only to keep my promise
may go all the way, only not to hurt you
perhaps, if lying long enough, it will become true
Friday, July 25, 2008
no use to drag. can't bear it. ashamed and hurt
not important anymore. no need to try
never once ignore when asked, never once couldn't do
but never once satisfied
still have energy left but almost out of heart
almost gone coz hardly feel any happiness
it's only close but never reach
why fooling myself
should stop now before heart shattered
will stop now will hurt but will forget eventually
like other times
Thursday, July 24, 2008
Tuesday, July 22, 2008
Monday, July 21, 2008
work till late at night, feel tried but dragging
forgeting things, everything's a mess
careless, or simply ignored
lead to mistakes
burning from electrical device
one to another, and another
at 57 degree, sprinkler tube breaks
only the ones with temparature reaches the threshold
flooded, drawn, smoke all over the place
smell of paint's killing me
my nose's hurt
when is it going to end?
Sunday, July 20, 2008
people don't want to believe that it's true coz it's too simple, too easy.
after 100 years, do they just change their mind?
maybe there are many groups and this is only one of the groups.
at least, hopefully, there will less killing
at least, we know those groups start breaking up.
a year of rat, happy hurt days.
Thursday, July 17, 2008
Tuesday, July 15, 2008
Sunday, July 13, 2008
Thursday, July 3, 2008
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