How can someone be so annoying? I thought I'm a very patient person. Have to think again.

30% raise only to keep me from relocation. Why can't I get what they say now that I deserve without doing such thing? Why can't people be more sincere? Are they nice or manipulative?

The answer is obvious. This is life. We can expect this anywhere in the world.

When I try hard, things don't get any better.
Then I try harder but it doesn't make any difference.

Sometimes, I just let it happen without doing anything
but still hope that it will be better by itself.
That won't do either.

So I guess I don't have any control.
But when I do bad things, I get consequences in no time.

Only few times in life to say 'I love you'
Did I or do I really?