When I try hard, things don't get any better.
Then I try harder but it doesn't make any difference.

Sometimes, I just let it happen without doing anything
but still hope that it will be better by itself.
That won't do either.

So I guess I don't have any control.
But when I do bad things, I get consequences in no time.

Only few times in life to say 'I love you'
Did I or do I really?