I must be crazy thinking of someone who no longer exists.
Keep on wondering and wondering...
I hate questions with no answer.
There are ways to find out but I don't bother trying.

People can be cruel but sometimes it's better that way.
Much better. I am too but for the opposite way.

Wake up each day, have no feeling for the job.
Go out each day with total stranger, thinking that I don't have to pay any attention to them.
Just one day or one night and we won't see each other again.
End up hurting myself more. Let it be.

Why is he..
How could he..
Why can't I..
Why do I...
What should I...
Do I..
Am I...

Then everything comes back to myself.
Let it be.