I don't know why I cannot get out of these thoughts and feelings. Someone says I have to pay for what I did in the past.

There were only few things that I did and make me regret till today. Why do I have to suffer for long time?

They also say I have to pay for what I did in my previous life or lives. I think that's bull shit. If those really existed, why do I have to pay for something I don't even remember about?

If these systems in the world were created by someone or something like they said. I think she/he did a rally bad job.

Life sucks!