I wonder how you have been since January. Haven't heard any news from you, there's no way to know how you are doing. But I guess you are happy with your life as usual. Especially happy with the girl you love.

It's been more than 3 months and there is not a day I don't think of you. I have to stop myself everyday not to write to you. Only because I still not ready to hear all about your happiness with that girl. There are too much pain now that I can't handle. So I am not ready.

I wonder everyday why I have so much feelings for you. I doubt why not even a fraction has left me. All my feelings are still with me. I still cry every night. Now I know those women didn't lie when they siad they cried every night for months.

I don't want to be like them but there's nothing I can do.

Worst thing is I pray everyday for you to come back.

How can I get over you?