Friend in the similar situation 2

She called me again and told that the guy broke up with her. I felt sorry for her.

People say she's lucky, that jerk is out of her life. I agree and so does she. However, the feelings are unrelated. We can't just ignore the fact that someone we care the most is now out of our life for good.

Each person must have taken it in different way. I wonder when we, woman, got broke up by a guy, do we feel the same thing?

After realizing that things won't be the same, I felt like he has taken all my happiness out of me, out of every single cell within me. I felt like I have lost the ability to feel all kind of joys that exist in this world. I felt like I have lost a big thing that previously live within me, the thing that was so essential. I felt like I was falling but nobody was there to catch me. It's so painful and torturous. I couldn't even ask any questions because it would only make me feel more painful. I couldn't hear another word out of him because each one of them just cut deeper into my heart. The most painful sentence was "I am sorry". And how can he say I was the last person in the world that he wanted to hurt while I am now the only person in this world whom he has hurt repeatedly.

I won't blame him for being another guy who has to leave me. I won't blame him for what he did or didn't do. I don't understand what had happened but I understand that I am not the one. I will blame only my destiny that brought the chance to meet him and then took him away.

My friend cried and kept on talking. It's so sad that women always have to cry for men. Listening to my friend just reminded me of those things I have avoided thinking of. It made me even sadder. It will take a while for both of us to get over it but, at least, we are two people, who are suffering with the same thing.

We are lucky. At least, we are not crying alone.