Sunday, May 16, 2010

I have belief that you are different and I still believe. I have to believe or I can't have my breath. You are a good and decent man that is why I love you so much.

Going to USA is not that simple, especially for her who currently doesn't have a job.
Having a brother there is not enough. Having a few years experience in programming is not enough. However, if you want to go to Atlanta, I hope everything will work out well for you.
If that is at all true.... I doubt if bangalore story is also true.
I don't know why you tell me these things when I know you would never accept anyone's charity.

You have brought me so much happiness in the past.
Now you brought me pain in equal amount. I don't understand why.
From what you told me, She didn't appreciate or treat you in the way you deserved
and that's why you and I were together.
You told me you didn't feel guilty and you were not sorry because she did wrong to you.
What have I done wrong? Why are you punishing me?
I have only 5-10 minutes of your time each week and last time we talked you hurt me badly.
What have I done wrong?

You asked me to marry you and I said yes.
Was I just a trash to you so you had only a trash talk to me?
and so you are throwing me away?

You made promise with this ring on my finger which I wear all the time.
I keep your handkerchief which says you love me and will wait for me by your handwriting.
Perhaps, it's true when they say if your lover gave you his handkercheif, you would use it to wipe out your tears caused by him always. Though I still keep it with me all the time, because I know you better.

Do you know how painful it was when you said I bought that condo only for myself.
You words are like a knief cutting through my heart and all my hope.
Your tone of voice was so cruel I couldn't bare it.
It no longer contains your love and care.
I never expect you would say such thing in such a way to me.
I have lost your love, haven't I?
then I dont want to live....
You want me to be happy.
How can I be happy when my heart and hope is ruined by the only one I love the most?

I never thought that, with you, I would have to beg.
I don't have 10 years history to hold you back.
I have nothing....but the hope you gave me.
Why are you changing? You forgot you told we could meet and spend good time together, even holding hands which you dislike.
Was that a sympathetic talk when knowing I am short-lived? or am I just simply pathetic?

Should I walk out of your life..or just life..
knowing that I am the only one left in this?
Maybe you can love me more when I am not breathing.

I always love you, no matter what you have become.
I will go to hell if that is what it takes
I am disappointed if you choose to be with the one who can benefit you the most.
Did rohit marry sarah coz she's his visa? I never thought 2 guys would do the same thing to me.
Rohit is capable of doing that but I know you would never.

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