Aug 9 last year was the last time I ever talked to you. Don't know if it would have made any difference if I didn't refuse to talk to you for some stupid reason. You would have done the same no matter what.

Don't know where you are now and will not guess because I'll never get the answer. Only know that I am still here wondering about life, living it. Things are done for you but, for me, they are still going on.

I am the same age as you were now and will be older than you next year. Sometimes, I think you had done the right thing for youself as you always did. But what about for other people around you?

Walk away and let me deal with problems on my own. I guess you were doing the same to people around you. "you will have to get better on your own. nobody else can help you"
You said that to me when I was crying and walked away. Cold but true.... but only half of it.

There is no right or wrong, just different way people handle things.

I don't believe in life after death. I am writing this only to remind myself that once.. i had a good friend like you. And to remind me those things you told me. I have no chance now, to tell you the other half.

It doesn't matter anyway, just different way people handle things.