I drive everyday but when I think about it I don't remember much what happens while I am driving each time. I remember closing the gate, leaving the house and before I know, I am at the parking ticket booth where I have to interact with another person.

I have probably been in an auto mode, plus sleep mode.

The meeting was so boring. My mind always went away. I had to bring it back several times, many times in each 15 minutes. Nothing interests me now.

I have these series to kill time and to posseses my mind. After these series, I have no idea what else to do. I don't know what I've been doing this passing year. How did I pass all those time?

Sometimes, it's good to be stupid but most of the time it sucks.

Good that I have someone who will always listen to me, love me. With this good thing, I can forget most of bad things. I am good at forgetting things anyway though the feelings never leave.