Still cry over something that happened ages ago.
How stupid.

I don't know why it still hurts.
Where does the pain come from?
I have no desire but it still hurts.

Feel so depressed.
Don't want to be with anyone.
Tired of hinding my feelings, showing my happy face.

Will this ever stop? Years to waste and it's all my fault.
My fault, always my fault, my own fault.
Foolish.

I wasn't that happy but why I am this sad...
Why do I always try to be fair, reasonalble
while all things in the world have never been?
Foolish.